What it takes to fly

Peter pan said "You just think happy thoughts! And they LIFT you into the air!" while drizzling pixie dust on Wendy and her brothers.

I want to fly too, you know. It's been my childhood ambition. It would be soo exciting! What a kid. Anyway, now that I'm moving on in life, I found pixie dust, yeah, and that is--college.

Why do I view college as pixie dust?

I think, college is the object that actually gives you the opportunity to fly. It's a rare opportunity that Wendy and her brothers found in the very beginning of the Peter Pan movie. So, I'm considering my life that movie and the opportunity to go to college my pixie dust that will help me fly to Neverland, and the adventure begins.

How I wish I'm Wendy. I wish I can bring my sisters to Neverland with me. Sucks that I can't. I mean, I have to go there alone. Given that I can't take my sisters with me, I also don't have a Peter Pan with me. No one's there to guide me and help me explore Neverland.

Now, I'm scared to fly.
Do I still wish to fly?
Of course! It's my childhhood ambition, gudemit.

I'm still missing the other ingredient though--happy thoughts. I don't have them right now. With this fear of the first day, how can I have happy thoughts? the exhilaration

And so the exhilaration is blunt...

Whew. I'm entering a new school for the first time! You can't blame me for having this fear. I'm a scaredy cat.

I wish I have Peter Pan or a BFF to come with me.

"Shoulder pads may come and go, but a Bff is forever, because even when you're not sure where you're headed, it helps to know you're not going there alone."~ Gossip Girl :)

(I've just received my OrSem letter so I'm thrilled and scared at the same time. WTH.)